To wait is like Emptiness

I've never really given much thought of how I was going to lose you,
Because I never Thought it could happen.

I don't want to, But if I have to because it would make things easier for you.
Then I guess I'm left with no choice.

I can't even begin to explain how I feel about this.
The thought of loosing you, throwing away, falling away,
forgetting every feeling and you acting as if "I" don't exist.
Breaks my heart!

It's just like you being a stranger to me, and me being invisible to you.

I use to be someone who is martyr than any Cinderella,
someone whose effort is greater than any vampire,
someone whose patience is greater than a wolf boy
and someone who loves unconditionally than any Bella.

Then I realized that it's no fairytale and I'm no immortal.

That all I ever could be is just "me",
and all I ever could do is "wait".

I get so lost inside. For I didn't know that to wait is like emptiness.